Showing posts with label river. Show all posts
Showing posts with label river. Show all posts
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Drowning
I am drowning in a metaphorical sea of secondary sources right now. For every source I read, I find three more that I ought to read, so my "to read" list is growing rather than shrinking. And despite the fact that this list is ever-growing, I have read so many books and articles at this point that I can no longer remember who said what.
I'm hoping that the feeling of being completely overwhelmed and the regular occurrence of mental breakdowns means that I'm at least sort of on track to finish this thing around when I'm supposed to.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
A man consumed by wanderlust
wanderlust noun [mass noun]
a strong desire to travel: a man consumed by wanderlust
- ORIGIN late 19th cent.: German, literally 'wander year'.
I think wanderlust is one of my favourite words in the English language. It is just so perfect. It describes the longing to travel, to be elsewhere, in the most particular way. It's not a complicated word. It only has one meaning. But the connotations whisper of Romance and adventure to be found. It's quite delightful. I've been rather afflicted with this particular ailment for years now, but like many illnesses it flares up more strongly every so often. The past six months or so have been particularly bad for me. That longing to go somewhere and experience something new has been so strong. I'm trying to think of moving as the ultimate fulfillment of this desire; in fact, I think that my perpetual wanderlust is what has made me choose a school so far away. And when I'm successful in considering the move as a grand adventure it becomes far more exciting than it is terrifying.
Monday, April 18, 2011
A Favourite Place
An explanation for my recent hiatus: a term paper ate my life and then I jumped on a plane and headed to Calgary for two incredible days with my best friend, Audrey.
I got to spend some time in one of my favourite places in the world this weekend: the airport. I adore airports. And airplanes. There is something about the atmosphere in airports that is full of hope and promise and excitement. And I love the feeling of being on a plane, of motion. It had been far to long since I had gotten to experience this beloved location.
This the view out the plane window on my way down. It was a disgusting day on the ground, but once you got up in the air it was downright lovely.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Moon River
Moon River
Audrey Hepburn
Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you're going I'm going your way
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end
Waiting 'round the bend
My huckleberry friend
Moon river and me
Happy Valentine's Day! Normally I hate this holiday. I get my good bitter-single-girl-who-can't-even-eat-chocolate attitude on and mope. For some reason this year though it's been good. I mean, I spent my day editing a paper, going to class, and reading for another paper. But the Valentine-y stuff wasn't bothering me this year. In fact, I kind of found it downright sweet. Perhaps it is a side-effect of consciously surrounding myself with beauty and remaining open to beauty and love as concepts. The campus coffee shop was playing Valentine's Day type music and while I was waiting in line "Moon River" came on. This is one of my all time favourite songs. I think it would make a fantastic first dance song (yes, I'm a girl, I think about these things). Anyway, as soon as I heard it I remembered this picture that I took on my walk through the river valley this past fall. We were wandering across the footbridge and paused to look out over the water when I noticed this graffiti. I thought it was so sweet, and honestly, every time I see this photo my heart smiles a little bit. So there you have it, two things that have made me melt a little bit. I hope that your day was characterized by love in whatever form it takes in your life, be it family, friends, or a significant other.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Inspiration in a Teacup
You must know that you can swim through every change of tide.
Okay, technically this inspirational quote comes courtesy of my teabag rather than my teacup, but "Inspiration in a Teabag" just sounds weird. One of my favorite teas is Egyptian Licorice by Yogi Tea. Seriously delicious. For some reason a lot of tea companies feel the need to put inspirational quotes somewhere on their packaging and Yogi is no exception. I guess it's part of that whole tea as part of a wholistic healthy living experience. Anyway, Yogi tea has quotes on the little paper part on the end of the teabag string. I've been drinking the stuff for long enough now that I was beginning to believe that I had read them all. Well, either I've missed some or they have started putting new ones on the packaging, but either way, I rather enjoyed the one that I got today. Even though life is pretty smooth sailing for me at the moment (at least in comparison to the past few months) I think it's an important thing to remind oneself that you can make it through anything. I think this is especially true in the good times. Now, don't get me wrong, I think that this is going to become a bit of a motto for my life when things get rough, but sometimes I find things like this end up sounding trite and empty when I'm in the midst of whatever it is life has thrown at me. It becomes more of a case of gritting my teeth and hanging on for dear life than really believing deep down that I'm going to make it through alive. I think that when things are good is the time to really ingrain these kinds of things into my brain. That way when the going gets tough hopefully it will be easier to keep believing it.
This picture is from the grounds of Blarney Castle in Ireland. It was a grey, rainy, windy day (hey, it was spring in Ireland, what did you expect?) and right as we were approaching the castle we passed this river/creek and it was so swollen from the rain and the water was just rushing by. I'm me so I took a picture. It seemed appropriate for this quote.
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Wednesday, May 26, 2010
La belle dame sans merci





La belle dame sans merci
John Keats
O what can ail thee knight at arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has withered from the lake
And no birds sing!
O what can ail thee knight at arms,
So haggard and so woe begone?
The squirrel's granary is full
And the harvest's done.
I see a lilly on thy brow
With anguish moist and fever dew,
And on they cheeks a fading rose
Fast Withereth too -
I met a Lady in the Meads
Full beautiful, a faery's child;
Her hair was long, her foot was light
And her eyes were wild -
I made a Garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant Zone
She look'd at me as she did love
And made sweat moan -
I set her on my pacing steed
And nothing else saw all day long,
For sidelong would she bend, and sing
A faery's song -
She found me roots of relish sweet
And honey wild and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said
I love thee true -
She took me to her elfin grot
And there she wept and sigh'd full sore,
And there I shut her wild wild eyes
With kisses four.
And there she lulled me asleep
And there I dream'd - Ah! Woe betide!
The latest dream I ever dreamt
On the cold hill side.
I saw pale kings and Princes too,
Pale warriors, death pale were they all;
They cried 'La bell dame sans merci
Thee hath in thrall.'
I saw their starv'd lips in the gloam
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here
On the cold hill's side.
And this is why I sojourn here
Alone and palely loitering;
Though the sedge is wither'd from the Lake
And no birds sing.
Has anyone else seen the movie Bright Star? I absolutely adore it, and have probably mentioned it on here before. The film tells the story of John Keats and Fanny Brawne and is a poignant and beautiful love story. After I first watched it I decided that I could happily fall in love with a poet. Now, I love poetry. There is something wonderful about luxuriating in a wonderful poem. You have to read poetry slowly, at least I find that the poetry I enjoy the most has to be read slowly. You have to drink it in in sips, not gulps. I haven't always loved poetry though. In fact, I almost used transfer credits to allow me to skip out on the second half of intro English (which, at King's, focuses on poetry and drama). However, I decided that I might as well take it just in case I decided to choose English as my major. That class was absolutely wonderful, and it made me truly fall in love with poetry. I wrote my first paper that semester on Walt Whitman's "To a Locomotive in Winter" and Emily Dickinson's "I like to see it lap the miles" and suddenly discovered how much I loved delving into a poem, looking at the words and turns of phrase and poetic devices. I know that not everyone shares this opinion; in fact, most of the people I know are of the "poetry is a waste of time" school of thought. However, thanks to a wonderful professor, who, incidentally, also is the person who convinced me to go into English studies, I have a profound enjoyment of poetry. Despite this love of poetry, I have never really been able to appreciate the Romantics. I don't know what it is. Perhaps it is simply because I have read the same poems over and over and over again and since I didn't love them in the first place they have come to leave a bitter taste in my mouth. So I was quite suprised when I finished watching Bright Star and emerged with a deep desire to read John Keats. Having the incomparable voice of Ben Whishaw reading the poems in the film (since he plays Keats) probably had something to do with it, but it is more than that. I bought the Complete Poems of John Keats and dearly love them. They are fantastical and dream-like, beautiful, thoughtful...in short, they are exactly the kind of poetry that one must drink in ever so slowly. And for that, they are wonderful.
One of the reasons I turn to poetry is to recharge my artistic batteries. Whenever I am feeling a bit uninspired or like I might want to take an office job after my undergrad rather than pursuing my masters I automatically turn to music and literature. I soak myself in art, particularly words. Poetry reminds me why I love words so much. This artistic "bath" is always enough for me to kick-start my own creativity. It makes me want to write, or photograph, or draw, or sing, or play piano, anything creative will do. That's one of the reasons I turned to a poem for today's post. Although, I had a lovely weekend filled with birthday celebrations for a dear friend, a lazy, rainy Sunday reading Mansfield Park and The Sound and the Fury while drinking tea, and an evening with my best friend who I haven't seen in ages, the idea of blogging and being creative was almost overwhelming. So, today I resolved to post something. And not just something mediocre, but something that I could feel truly satisfied with. Thus, I turned to poetry and music to inspire me...and voila! a beautiful (if I do say so myself) blog post.
In order to make up for my absence the past few days, I bring you a lovely, long post today. These pictures seem to capture the fantastical, dream-like quality of the poem I've paired them with. First up we have an image from Jasper, the day that my roommates and I drove out there for a picnic (I've posted images from that trip here and here). I did absolutely nothing to this picture editing-wise, that is just how the light was in that little nook of the trail. Absolute perfection. Next is an image from several years ago on a youth retreat at Camp Nakamun. It was early October so the trees were bare and there was just a grey quality to everything. I (obviously) made the image black and white and then I gave it a bit of a "glow" to give it the dream-like quality called for in this set of images. The third image is once again from our Jasper trip. The original image is in color and the blue sky is really intense, but because it was so shady in the forest the trees are all dark and shadowy. I felt like making it black and white gave it an almost eerie quality that was suited to the fantastical nature of this poem. Pretty much the same story goes for the next image as well. Finally, we have an image from a walk I took with a couple friends through the Edmonton River Valley in the fall of 2007. It was a really gorgeous day. This shadowy bit of a creek (no that is not the North Saskatchewan River) seemed perfect for this post. I upped the color saturation a bit just to intensify the dreaminess of it that much more. There you have it, a bona fide photography blog post!
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